just for now

hey guys. i knw right this second i should be studying. im having my econs test tmrw! wish me luck. been reading the lecture notes and i think my brain can't take it anymore. it's been a weird day actually. i rarely drink coffee. and i don't think im a coffee person, but just know i made a cup of coffee that i bought from vietnam. smelled it. had a few sip of it, and threw it away. i don't even know why did i made a cup of coffee for myself. i usually study in my room or the family area. but just know i studied in the kitchen. i found it more peaceful there and less nyamuk.

i think it might due to the rain that made me feel this way. people usually hv a hot drink while it rains. maybe that triggered my mind to make one. and i got news from my brother. my parents and he will be coming back maybe on the 20th of november. that's like on my first day of finals. maybe the news had made me feel this way. it's more than a week since they left. and now i think they are in london after visiting paris. so cool to travel and im here to study. and they might stay couple of days in dubai before heading back home.

okey i might have to stop now and continue reading econs text book. wish me luck ok peeps? owhh anyway, there are 2 songs that i love so much. awake by josh groban and when i look at you by miley. by all means you guys have to listen to it. and i have this 1 old song, that i've been listening to it again. it was back in 2004 or older than that. the song titled picture by kid rock and sheryl crow. the song is dangg amazing :)

ok. gtg now. take care people!

xoxox

qiller

p/s songs of the day besides the song that i mentioned above:

- just for now by imogen heap

it's so cool to listen to her music :)

here comes november

hey guys! so it's been a while since i last post up anything here and now it's already NOVEMBER! oh my time files so fast lately and i have finals in 14 days. GAHHH. lately i've been so stress with many many things. studies, events and other stuff. luckily Halloween's over. and now i have time to focus on my studies! i'll be having 3 tests next week. so wish me luck yea?

anyway, i have come to realize that i haven't been twittering that much lately. i used to tweet before i hit the sack, but lately i don't even know when did i fall asleep. sounds funny right? but hell yeah, that's what's going on right now. i might just re-schedule everything back so i get a good sleep coz lately my eye-bag is big as the sun! HAHAH. and i don't know either weather it's PMS or stress but lately i loose my temper just like that! like a snap! that's not healthy i know. i feel bad for myself, for the people im hurting or might be hurting but i really am controlling my temper. but as far today it's getting bettter :) hopefully it will gone by tmrw. :)

oh, on wednesday, i was so downnn during my maths class! so down down down with mr sunda! (didn't feel like sharing it here) let's just pass this semester quickly! so far im glad that all report had been submitted. yes. now i can focus entirely on studiesss. :) oh yea, and on tuesday, my parents and brother left to germany, hamburg specifically! i wanna go! i wanna feel how it's like to be a hamburg-er! LOL funny right? they might be going there for few weeks! have fun!

owhh and yesterday, since my parents had left to germany, once i got back home from college, i put my bag on a table. i stared at the table with my bag on it for few minutes. if my mum was around, i can never put my bad there. so there is a sudden happiness when my parents and bro not around. but when it comes in the morning, it sad, coz there is now 1 will be sending me off to the door everytime im going to college! LOL. and on wednesday, once i reached college, i didn't know who do i wanna text saying that i've arrived in college safely! i sat in a car for few minutes, my parents are still in the plane! LOL. so i didn't send any sms on wednesday! and that's a record. coz i've been texting my mum every single day when im going somewhere or reached somewhere! it's kindaaaa weird not to be able to text them. but i'll be fine :)

ok, i guess that's all for now. wish me luck on my test and finals peeps! you guys take care !

OHHHH! i totally forgot to tell this!

i think james marsden is so hot!

he's my new crush!

archie is still on top! XDDD

xoxox

qillerm

song of the day - viva forever -spice girls

remind me of some good friends that i have :)

don't forget

hey guys! it's aqilah here. hope you all are doing fine! anyway, i've been wanting to post up a new post, but at that time i wasn't really in a good mood, and i don't wanna have any bad words in this blog, so now as i am feeling much better, i think it's the neat time to blog.

anyway, i've been busy with test and assignments and homework too. calculus test was hard. there is a few questions that are quiet simple but let's just hope i have done well. sometimes you can just expect a miracle from mr sunda! but honestly i have been quite well lately with integration and differential equation.

anyway, yesterday after my test, ram, mira and i went to police station. the police station is so near from taylor's but too bad,we were sesat and stuck in a jam (: and yesterday was my first time ever doing a U-turn! GAHHH. but i wasn't that bad at all. and yesterday was my first time ever going to a police station! since we will be having halloween party this friday, we just wanted some police to do some patrolling coz sometimes we might get over excited over things. and some of the policeman said they wanted to come and dress up as a police like yea right. obviously they are real police. but somehow what crossed on my mind was when it comes to this kind of party or birthday party when people dressed up as policeman what on your mind? i don't know but you'll but the thing thats on my mind was STRIPPER! lol. like serioulsy, there this 1 novel from the author of gossip girls mentioned the same thing too. im not being sarcastic or what, im just telling you what's on my mind. but obviously i did not tell the policemen, but well let's kust pass this.

well the reason for my unstable emotion lately was due to 1 thing that i shouldn't be bothered at all that sometimes i regret it so much. and i don't feel like explaining much on this. so anyway, today i stayed back doing stuff for halloween and had some meeting with the high committee too. sometimes its just so stressful that you have to do stuff that it isn't assign to you. but im okey with that. just for today. thanks a lot to mira, ram and ian adly for helping us. let's just hope this halloween party goes well. i think ms ng is super cool. she's giving 2% to her students that's going for halloween. she is superb.

last, i have finals like on the 20th of nov. so i'll be busy with studies and all. so wouldn't be updating that much. i would love to update more now, but there is a lot of mosquitoes and that bloody thing is bothering me!

so adios guys!

xoxox.

take care.

p/s song of the day -don't forget -demi lovato.

into this kind of music lately!

keep it real

hey guysss! happy friday! owhh im so glad that it is friday now, coz im longing for weekend when the week just started. but luckily it's over now. something cool that happened recently is that i have received archie's xmas album! love the cover and all. but it's all xmas song! HAHAHA. funny right? it's only october! what do you expect? besides i don't celebrate xmas! but hey im glad that i have the cd! (it's out yet in malaysia) ;DD

and this week itself i think im getting better with my sleeping time. now i sleep for almost 4 hours per day! much improvement. and that's why jason can see why am i being so happy today! sometimes it just so hard to sleep and i don't have any idea why! and yesterday i went for a talk from the US embassy! fun talk on economics and i seriously enjoyed that. and as usual mr kc always rocks.

starting fr0m today, im gonna be busy with halloween prep's and all. i haven't given a thought of what to be! GAHHH! and maybe i'll keep it a secret till the day comes :) . in which talking about that too, finals is coming less than 1 month. which means i'll be busy with finishing up my projects and assignments and tests and quizzes! PHEWW.

and recently i have this dream that is pretty weird i think. i rarely pay attention on to my dreams but lately it always keep me wonder and wonder. why oh why! :D it's strange sometimes to think how dreams can take you so far from reality. and maybe that's a reason why people love to dream.

and yesterday my mum and i sent my younger sis for her tuition. im not sure whether it was me driving too fast or it was just my mum being paranoid. well i definitely not gonna lie that i've been driving or speeding sometimes. not that i love speeding or what, but i really don't know why! maybe i should just slow down on my driving coz mum is always worried about me driving to college early in the morning. and if she ever finds out that i've been driving on 1st lane, she''s gonna be extra worried. not that i don't tell her, i did but she always says if possible keep it on the 2nd lane.

well actually i have been wanting to upload some pics here but my elder sister has been borrowing my memory card reader for ages. i better get those memory card reader back! nway, while i was in college just now, ms anna came up to me and says, aqilah do u think it's possible for you to take 3 more kittens? *gulp*... and the best answer "i'll definitely think about it" and there is huge guilt that i felt after lying to her saying that sara(kitten) is doing great! i myself don't even know where she is now. well, i have taken care of her almost 4 months that i let her go ..owhh boy..i feel so terrible now for not telling the truth! ......

alright guys i better get going now. lots of homework to do. let's list it up!

DIFFERENTIAL EQUATION exercises, assignments!

MACROECONOMICS exercises, fiesta report

CHEMISTRY- lab report and exercises

what a weekend to waste with work. that's ok. im fine with that.

so adios!

happy weekend everyone!

xoxo p/s song of the day- keep it real by jonas brothers!

to be with you(:

hey guys! so what is a good things that made your day? ;D tell me! anyway as i have no class today, i was planning to go to the gym for yoga class today, but mom was asking me to help her cuci lantai kat depan rumah! so there goes, though i was actually malas, but well, i just have to help her! was fun actually playing with soaps and water. and i was planning to go to watch a muvi too. too lazy to go book the tickets though it's online! HAHAHA.

anyway, on the afternoon, my mum and i and my youngest sister as well as my maid tagged along to amcorp mall! coz tyra apparently said that, there is a music shop that sells huge poster of david archie! (sooooooo excited to go there ) but siao, x de jual rupenyer! soooo, sangattt downnn. ;((

the goood news that made my dayy today is, while on the way to amcorp mall, i got a unknown number calling me! jeng..jeng..jengg..obviously it's not david archuleta (coz if its him, i'll be fainted by now) HAHAHAH. but it was from sony music regarding my purchased of archie's album!

so im getting the cd's esokkkk! yeaaaahhhh! *smillllllllllllllllllllllllllllleeeeeeeeeee*

isn't that cool? i hope they gonna send me with a poster too. or else i have to asked them to give me! GAHHHHH! and in the car itself i was listening to david's cd! i wasss like happy nyerrr.

and everyone in the car was looking at me like they have a problem with me! ahaha.

syioknyyaa! though i missed the AAR meets at subang parade! sedih wei, they got a note book and poster of archiee! not fair! ;(

anyway, while i was in the kitchen with my maid, she said, i have seen your elder sister, your younger sister crush mode on celeb when they were youung. you are different, once you out from high school, only youu starts this crush mode! HAHAHA. i am different from them since im young ;DD but hey, that's me! well there a lot of differences of me! that 1 im gonna tell on my next post!

so i think i better stop for now. finally can have a good sleeeep. yeay! im getting the cd tmrw! and tmrw after class gonna hit the gym. it's fun to go to the gym on afternoon, coz there's less people! ;D. i honestly hate working out, but im glad at the end when i did! coz mum has been paying the monthly fees every month! and she'll be upset if i don't go! but luckily brritney's songs keeps me moving! as well as demi lovato an miley and bsb! GAHHH. on thurs its either swimming or body balance class! both giving free muscles pain. LOL. but seriously that body balance class in which a mixed of yoga, taichi and pilates sangat sakit. and i'll be the youngest person there! coz lately i've been making a lot of new friends that are old! im okey with that. and they are really nice and neat too. it's fun to share some stories with them ;D

wow. that's along explanation before i actually stops typing! so ok gonna stop now! adiossss guys!

love; xox love

qillerm

song of the day - my fav song on archie's track "to be with you"

breakeven!

hey guys! im gonna start studying later, but i feel like updating this blog since i have not been updating it for quite sometimes! ;D my bad. anyway, life here is good. i mean really good. though sometimes it's kinda stressful to be in mr sunda class. let's not talk about that. anyway, i cannot eat at TGIF'S anymore for the time being! i had enouugh of it! like seriously. for this week itself i went there twice. no more TGIF'S and victoria station! enough of western food like seriously. aint no more western food for now. but seriously if u guys have a chance please do try eating at TGIF'S and victoria station. well obviously i don't mind eating there coz im not paying! ;D. if it's was my money, i won't go there at all. just so u knw, even in college, if i were happened to parked at the basement which cost me 6 bucks, then i'll not have my lunch there. if im starving; roti canai will do! murahh jer. and air kosong bwk dari rumah! HAHAHAH. jimatt. or else i'll be buying some buns nearby.

anyway, yesterday was deepavali. im sure u guys were aware of that. so my dad's driver invited us for dinner to his house somewhere in shah alam. at first i was really reluctant to go there. i mean, why should i go there right? but i did go there yesterday with my family excluding my older sister and my dad. i was honestly very surprised with their kindness and hospitality. when we entered the house, they asked us to seat and all of them were standing. my dad's driver named RAVIN, is still so young. he's only 23! so he's staying with his family. his family greeted us some sort of like we're the boss. his family was so neat and nice and loving. that's what i can when they communicate between them. and the foods were so good. they were really nice and talkative and really treat us like their family though it's kinda awkward for me. like they said, "owhh it's okey, u guys can sleep here" like what theeee. but u know they were really trying to be nice to us. so i shall give them credits for that. and my bro apparently cancelled his bad intention to scold ravin after looking at the way they treated us. u guys might not can imagine this. it's so hard to explain. u guys have to see it for yourself and experienced it! GAHH ;D. and guess what, before we go back home ravin's dad gave us a set of comforter. yes comforter. or blanket u called it too. he said though it wasn't that expensive but he was very keen to give us. like helloo? have u guys went to any of your relatives house and they gave you new sets of comforter? maybe right? but this is my dad's driver. so it was really nice for them to gave it to us. thanks so much. my mum felt so touched with their hospitality! thanks you so much! and before we left his house, he lighted up a really huge mercuun! that's gonna coz him 3oo bucks at least. i felt so touched and happy for actually going to his house though he has rarely drive me lately. thanks again to ravin and his family! ;D

lately i have been going to they gym quite regularly since i've got nothing better to do! and today i went for swimming at club. it felt so good after working out! might due to endorphin. now i can feel the muscles pain is abouut to come! GAHH. so i have made my plan that im gonna hit the gym everyday. not to work out but maybe yoga or pilates or some line dance! coz i have missed a lot of the classes. im excited to go! ;D! though apparently i've been going by myself coz my sister is busy doing her final year stuff! but it's okey! ;D

owhh wait, last gossip of the day! i just found out that david archie's parents gonna split or divorce! gosh that's gonna so upset him. i know how much he's family mean to him. but i still think that he's dad a total jerk! sorry but well im still gonna stick to that! talking bout gossiping last friday i was gossiping with kensten! felt so good. it's been a while since i last chatted with anyone coz i've been busy and miserable! i rarely online my messenger except for my gmail coz i need to make sure that i received mr sunda's mail! thanks kentsen for having those gossip moments and enjoy your dragg show! you guys know what's a drag show? visit kensten's blog! HAHAHAH.

so i guess i better get going now. gonna study and do my hw. thanks to adp for being so thougtful for not giving us holiday for deepavali! BLAH!. so im gonna go now, i'll update to this blog anytime soon. and i certainly can't wait to have archie's xmas album though im not celebrating xmas! so i TTYL! ;DD

xoxox;

qillerm

song of the day-breakeven by the script! 1 of my fav song!

more than words

it's 226 am and i can't sleeep. i got class at 8 am tmrw. owhh gosh.

another good news that i had yesterday was;

i've pre-ordered david archuleta xmas album!

yes xmas album

you got it right.

the album will be in store here in malaysia next month

but im pre-ordering it now for some sort of limited edition for those

who pre-order!

gahhh, im happy though it's a xmas album.

rather than that, i was sleeping just know. i had this really good dream. and suddenly terjagaaa.

hahaha.

well in the dream there this familiar name that i have not been keeping in touch with.

not sure whether i should or not. hmmm

okey guys, i better try to get some sleep here.

i need to drive to college tmrw!

adios. salam.

xoxoxo

qiller

song of the day; more than words -frankie J

a cool song that reminds me of australia

and some people there too. ;)

this is prettty colorful? weirddddd ;S